Identity

What am I without my deeds- Just fiction ?
My identity - the summation of my deeds ?
My deeds - purpose or simple needs ?
My needs -Serendipity ?
Serendipity - I look for something, find it or something else?
My Control or lack of it - I flow with time, with flow of flow !
I flow - To grow ?
I grow - with solitude & self reflection ?
Self reflection - does itleads me to my identity ?

I am left wondering - what am I ?