Journey

The craving for the feeling

Feeling of - till eternity

Feeling that engulfs

Desire intense to feel

Feel it pervade my soul

Hope of being granted

Peace eternal

Warmth bereft of hatred

A cold feeling makes me shiver

Shiver with fear

I long for the feeling

That love & caring brings

I try to hide my insecurities

But it creeps in

Peeps through the dark corners

I crane my neck & seek

The brightness of a new morn

The oh so beautiful warmth

I cross the boundary

Insecurities scream

Fear glares

I am unaware

The darkness is gone

Is this a dream

Everything pure

Is this the feeling of eternity

The end of mortality

The realization of a new life

Life beyond the Pains of life

No need for any fear

Now that I have reached here

A warm smile takes over

My frozen heart melts

Wishes

I may refuse the top of the world
Cause I wish for the simple warmth of a hearth
I don’t wish to have jewels ever,
Give me instead a hand to hold forever
Come what may – thunder or hail
Someone who will never- let me fail
I don’t wish for candle lit dinners
Just grant me lord -a kitchen of my own
Where even when I create the worst cuisine
That someone will say - it tastes divine
I don’t wish for treasure’s of the world
What I wish is simply more bold
I desire to have a world of mine
Where every moment will feel fine……..

A new beginning

Today I am learning to forgive myself
To love myself & others who hurt (me),

Now I love the new myself,
for that is what I am.

Mistakes.....

I made & learned from,
I still have my doubts and fears,
But don’t indulge in tears

You....

With you around,
I don’t need new friends,
for true friendship I have found
I know this will not end,..

Past...

Where I come from
does no more count,
Today am sure of
The past pains being gone,

The future.....

You will lead me to,
The future of joy profound.
Happiness is what I pursue ,
A feeling long overdue I have found,

I know.......
You’ll always try and keep your word,
Today I don’t wonder what it might be,
The promise of tomorrow tells me...

Tells me......

Sunsets will promise a new dawn,
Fears no more will shadow the morn,
The fears now cower & run away
Knowing that the new me is here to stay.