Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Rumination

Lost one of my kids -Atish, yesterday. The pain is intense.....the feeling of helplessness, loss,failure...frustration....and a lot of questions raising a storm within...

Why are you suddenly gone
Were you feeling so very lone
Was the path coarse and rough
Or just that the going got tough
Searing the pain must have been
Yet they say you appeared serene
Why one of us you did not seek
Or let your fears never speak
Were you angry with someone
Or found life bereft of all fun
Why were you in such haste
That you let life go in waste
What pushed you, we wonder
A question for us to ponder
Now all that we can ever do
Think of where we failed you

2 comments:

  1. Shampa - how exquisite your pain must be for such a loss.... peace and love to you.

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  2. Pain... it may raise an argument...who deserves?? or who is suffering more... s/he who left or s/he who has gone... so, instead of questioning yourself or alleging someone you should pray for yourself and for your kid.

    And don't there is some love left in this world and everyone gets it at right time... anyway I am sending my love to you and your kid before time... shhh... I mean in advance... <3 <3 <3 <3

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